Suffocated

In the beginning it was worth this
Do the worst, feel complete
Passing standards others meet
(What we do best)
Now perfect endings make you anxious
A heavy head, a cold sweat
Leaving nothing here, nothing to regretWhy am I still suffocated
I'm constantly devastated just to stay alive
Why am I still suffocated
I'm constantly devastated just to stay aliveI miss the old days that we murdered
They're so far gone, out of reach
Watch 'em fade with summer's heat
(Well it goes like this)
Without a break from this distraction
I need a change, a different scene
A new approach to coming cleanWhy am I still suffocated
I'm constantly devastated just to stay alive
Why am I still suffocated
I'm constantly devastated just to stay aliveStill searching for a back door out of here
Reassured that my friends will reappear
Why am I still suffocating
Just hold your breathe deep and I'll keep waiting
(x2)Why am I still suffocated
I'm constantly devastated just to stay alive
Why am I still suffocated
I'm constantly devastated just to stay alive