Blind Windows Stare

I have secretly dreamt
 of wearing my skin
 With nothing underneath
 To bo consciousless and soulfired
 To have no useless doubt and fear inside
 Playing carefully, living in safety
 Building the fortress of new personality
 Fulfilling the selfish fantasy
 So beautifully

 Look at me, gaze into the unknown
 My facial gesture is carved in stone
 And helpless world doesn't even dare
 To turn away from my cold stare
 Blind window eyes on the face
 Toothless mouth of opened gates
 Rain tears on the walls-cheeks
 Cynical notions look like pile of bricks

 I move my mind in million directions
 At the same time
 Like multi-headed beast
 I can control the west
 When I look to the east
 My blind window eye
 Is searching low and searching high
 Watching the every move
 Of all the passers-by

 Blind windows stare... [4X]