I Don't Believe

I'm such an asshole, God I'm such a stain
I just keep fucking up again and againI don't believe, I don't believe
That I could be so stupid and so naive
I don't believe, I don't believe
That there is nothing, nothing left for meYou crawled into my mind when you crawled into my bed
Said everything I've ever longed to hear
So perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry
You used me up and left me here for deadI don't believe, I don't believe
That I could be so stupid and so naive
I don't believe, I don't believe
That there is nothing, nothing left for meI crave it desperately, its a cancer eating me
An addiction too intense to be denied
Worthless, I'm a whore, crawling back for more
It's pathetic how I feed off this abuseI don't believe, I don't believe
That I could be so stupid and so naive
I don't believe, I don't believe
That there is nothing, nothing left for me
God I feel so stupidAnd you told me that you loved me
And I believed you loved me
And you swore that you loved me
And I believed
Now I know it was a lie
Now I know it was a lie
Now I know it was a lieI don't believe, I don't believe
That I could be so stupid and so naive
I don't believe, I don't believe
That there is nothing, nothing left for meI don't believe, I don't believe
That I could be so stupid and so naive
I don't believe, I don't believe
That there is nothing, nothing left for me