Ambitions

Hear my thin voice
Hear my words fall down
See my ambitions fade out
Had so much better timesAt night
Walking on the tracks
Change my perspective
Idle hands
With wounds and cracks
Still
Ineffective
But past the veil
The memories of things
Still so in love with youSo dense this strife
Kick the life
I feel this weight upon my heartIndecision
Sow the seed
Aspiration is never within reach
At night there is no other view
Sing a song for the ones who never made itIn the ward
Under yellow lights
Under linden trees I am
Transparent
And led to believe
That things would change if I go away
The lowering sky under which we goConstant noise
Behind the overcoming
I had no choice but to rearrange
The scar is open
I am not allowed to understand
I take it as you're not coming back