Letter To God

Dear God, I'm writing this letter to you
'Cause I don't have a clue, can you help me?
I'm sitting here, simply trying to figure out
What my life's all about, can you tell me?I never wanted to be the person you see
Can you tell me who I am?
I always wanted to die but you kept me here alive
Can you tell me who I am?I lie awake conducting this symphony
That you have gifted to me but I can't ever sleep
Don't be mad but I get weak inside
And I start to fall apart 'cause I feel nothingI never wanted to be some kind of comic relief
Please show me who I am
I've been tortured and scorned since the day that I was born
But I don't know who I amAnd I thank you, man, for everything
Sorry, I'm so frightened about all of this
But I wish I could give you more
And all the lights are shining down on me
And I feel intimidated by it allI never wanted to be the person you see
But thank youOh God, please tell me now
Are You disappointed, are You proud?
Haven't I done everything, everything?
I'm so sorry, I'm so weak and I turned into a freak
But I don't know anything, anythingI've lost all self esteem by burying everything
And I feel nothing, nothing
Oh God, please tell me now
Oh God, please tell me now 'cause I feel nothingDear God, I'm writing this letter to you
I am coming unglued, please help me