Deviate

She said, "Face your fears and come with me
Take a chance and take my hand
So you can see everything you know you'll never have
Everything you know you want but fate killed your plans"Fill this hole inside of me
I can't stand the ache, this pain is killing me
Those who have suffered will understand that pain is welcome
When it's all you have left, come and die with meLet's see what we can't be, come and die with me
Now is your chance to know how it feels to be free
I'm alone but not alone
You're welcome here but we're on our ownIt's the test we were bound to fail
I've watched the strongest crumble and seen their weakness prevail
The give and take, the grip and strain, the hopeless sincerity
We played and lost or so it appears to me to be that wayI can't hold this smile, I can't hide this pain
I'm in search of a second opinion, a way to escape this situation
The list of wrongs I write, no one can read
I know the scars are shared but we can never speakHolding on, holding in, the ache lulls and then I see you again
It's a pain I'd never trade for anything
I can smile outside, I can smile and say I'm alright
I'm praying for things that will never changeNow is our chance to know how it feels to be so free from all this shit
I'm not content alone and not pleased with your distance
Come and die with me