Let's Never Meet

somewhere unseen and under the covers deep
the edge of a cliff
a burning circle 
a lover's leap
an unmade bed
the two of us dying silently
voices that barely exist and crying violently
speaking in unknown tongue
we listen oddly
watching you tremble
my needs are disembodied
it's shocking 
the way you make me feel is my sovereignty
figments of my imagination and it's poverty
a double edged sword that chooses what cold desire
well acquainted with pain 
I want to hold your fire
unfinished artwork
you're perfect 
my mouth hurts
aggravated and jealous
I navigate the outskirts
stresses
second guesses are a fact of life
sometimes we go to the alter for a sacrifice
telling each other what we want to hear
ignore the rest
then again maybe we should never meet
it's for the best

let's never meet and regret a past endeavour
what we have is rare indeed and guaranteed to last forever
we'll always wonder but the truth is irrefutable
the way it is now is so painful and beautiful

so let's never meet and regret a past endeavour
what we have is rare indeed and guaranteed to last forever
we'll always wonder but the truth is irrefutable
the way it is now is so painful and so beautiful

baby there's a place that we can go that's behind doors 
a place where you can shelter my body with yours
sorry for so long and wanting to be sorrier
young guns sleep lest the unsung warrior
final night erases history
words that nulify 
infidelity and the meoldy of the lullaby
jealousy
exile
handcuffed and blindfolded
reckless
one thousand kisses is a necklace
x's and o's
bad habits rose to fashion
whispers that turn into screams in the throws of passion
blood in my viens and part of me is dead still
my muscles are tired from running on this treadmill
the sun don't shine
the sky is a sleepy storm 
in the room under a blanket 
keep me warm
I'd cut myself in half 
if it made sense to 
I run from myself and trust past against you


let's never meet and regret a past endeavour
what we have is rare indeed and guaranteed to last forever
we'll always wonder but the truth is irrefutable
the way it is now is so painful and beautiful
and as love desires
we wait until the very end
you're a dream I had
an imaginary friend
the dangerous angel
kisses denied me
but somehow I'm awake and your breath is inside me
nowhere to live
I'm much stronger than before
still though I don't want to be strong anymore
preyed upon and followed
I move to survive
she hunts in the fall
once and for all prove you're alive
love stays away from me
I'm out of breath generally
damned if I do and I face the death penalty
the walls may come down but the flames climb
maybe if we both let go at the same time
if only just once we could withdraw in private
hurricanes will come but maybe we'll survive it
if nothing kills us now then surely something later would
let's never meet it's probably for the greater good