Там солнце

Sorting through letters, smoked one by one,
Stood at the window, autumn smelled spring
Recalled, did not dare to pray - there is no need,
I gave him a handful of small change.
Shivering, in a low voice:
& Quot; Let go, it's not for me
I'm leaving, I'm sorry! & Quot;
Leper no place in the world
Living
I am a stranger to strangers, a stranger to his,
I have not distinguish colors,
Under gray skies - even grayer void
Even grayer home and clouds loom
And people in a panic get in packs,
I grab my hands - I am looking for loved ones
Expunged one after the other - in the list.
Perhaps we should forget, out of my head,
We all die alone here!

There's the sun, somewhere the sun, trust me
Between heaven and hell, between impotence and power!
There's the sun, somewhere the sun, trust me
And you see the clouds covering the happiness!
There's the sun, somewhere the sun, trust me
Between earth and sky - breaks out!
There's the sun, somewhere the sun, trust me
Just trust me, there's the sun!

I forgot the smell of the sky, the smell happiness
I wanted to be the first to be present ...
But izryl ground searching life minutes
Wounded fingers throwing ground.
I looked at the faces - in the eyes of questions!
Everyone prays, asking each!
I saw the fall, and fall together,
Hold the handrails Fear stairs
Spitting on the sides, the wind went,
Lowering her head down on itself was angry!
In order had feared - attempts to fight!
Heart stopped, stopped the sun!
And with hundreds of needles body is penetrated
And there is nothing high, nothing profane,
But the sun is not visible
And yet, what I wanted
Also remains somewhere inside me ...

There's the sun, somewhere the sun, trust me
Between heaven and hell, between impotence and power!
There's the sun, somewhere the sun, trust me
And you see the clouds covering the happiness!
There's the sun, somewhere the sun, trust me
Between earth and sky - breaks out!
There's the sun, somewhere the sun, trust me
Just trust me, there's the sun!

Where faith? Where life? Where's my incentive?
To get through the day, and does not disappear.
Where is the love? Where hatred? Silly joy?
At what point does it all behind the left?
Why do not I feel like, I do not feel God?
Palm shades of gray - all so familiar ..
Step by step I'm getting closer to heaven
Diary pages in the blood - I Realizing steps!
Dejavu madness? Yes, I do not care!
Where is the sun, the devil, show it to me!
Until memory is reached, though enveloped with cotton
I remember as a child with his brother ... hell, I do not have a brother!
And there is no more strength - strength left me,
Screaming on her knees in the bright light of day!
Perhaps we should forget, out of my head,
We all die alone here!